“What should I do now?”
“‘We’. It’s ‘we’. It’s ‘us’, Logan. I will always by your side. It is ‘us’ against the world. You will always have me and I will always have you, right?”
Logan rested his forehead against hers and sighed, as he hugged her and kissed her lips. “Yes, you will always have me.”
And with that Rose started to tell him what he should do. He wanted him to talk with her brother who was the king of Wolfdale Kingdom and without Ezra there, no one could keep him in check and Rose was too manipulative for her own brother to handle her.
She had prepared everything, the meeting with the cult, the negotiation with Declan and also her own brother. If she played her cards well, she would at least have some kind of power over her former Kingdom, which meant she had two Kingdoms under her control right now.
“Thank you, Logan. Thank you for choosing us.” Rose pressed her face against his chest, but when he couldn’t see her, she smirked.
Those men who didn’t choose her would regret it for the rest of their life because she would be the only one who would survive everything.
She would survive all the wars and she would bring her man to the highest position possible. She would write the history when woman in this era relied heavily on their man and some of men saw women as a breeder and pleasure.
She would prove a woman could do something better. People would know her. A woman could have their own war and won it, just like right now. She was a force to be reckoned on her own.
Dacre refused her and he died. Khaos refused her and he was going to die. And this man in his arms, the one whom she chose, she would put him in the history.
People would praise Logan’s name alongside with hers. She would make sure Logan would be the ultimate power for this realm. Logan was right to say that she was ambitious, but that was how she was.
***
“Khaos! Where the fuck are you?! Why are you not here?! Come back here you fucking bastard!” Zuri screamed on the top of her lungs. She hated it when he was late to give her the drugs that she needed right away.
The voices in her head went crazy, they were screaming at her and when Zuri screamed back at them, they laughed at her mockingly instead.
Zuri really wanted to rip her head off and take out those vile voices from her mind.
“KHAOS!” she screamed for Khaos to come. That fucking bastard had left her inside this room.
He had locked her inside this room and she didn’t know how to break down this fucking door. Not only that, all the window was being sealed away so she couldn’t even escape through it.
“Khaos! Where are you?! you fucking bustard! You jerk! FUCK YOU KHAOS!” Zuri banged the door with her fists. “Fuck you chaos! Come here! Come here you fucking bustard!”
Zuri couldn’t help it, the voices in her head was getting louder and right now, not only she saw her brother, Silas, but also her own parents and Xaden, who laughed to her face, mocking her, calling her name, calling her crazy and laugh happily.
They told her that she was a disgrace for the family and what happened to her, it was a karma and she needed to enjoy it.
‘You chose him over us. Remember that, crazy fucking bitch.’
They also told her that Khaos would never come to save her. She was nothing for the lycan and would be nothing like she used to be.
And not only them, but all of the twenty six warriors that she had killed before, were there too. Their gaze fix on her. Their gaze filled with accusation, anger, resentment, and rage for the way Zury had killed them all.
‘I have a child and I can’t see him again because of you.’
‘I just found my mate, but you took the happiness of my life away because you killed me.’
‘I planned to be with my family after all the war is over, since I have not seen them for a year, but now I will never have a chance to see them again, because you couldn’t control your craziness.’
Zuri glared at them all, she hissed and if she could, she would kill them all over again, so they would stop bothering her.
“You are all so fucking weak! That’s why you are dead! You deserve to die!”
Zuri didn’t even know what she was talking about. She simply wanted these voices in her head to stop, she didn’t want to be mocked anymore, and more importantly, she wanted her drugs right now!
“KHAOS! WHERE ARE YOU LYCAN! COME HERE RIGHT NOW YOU FUCKING LYCAN!”
Zuri kicked the door until her feet hurt, but there was no one in the hallway. There was no more warrior around her.
Khaos went away three hours ago because he needed to do some things. And after that, Zuri started to trash everything that she could reach. She broke everything inside this room.
Actually, her addiction to the drug became even worse. Her withdrawal was very harsh and as time went by the period was shortened.
Before, she would only need her drug once a day but then it turned into twice a day and after two months it become six a day and then ten. And right now, she couldn’t even go without it for more than two hours, she would need to get high all the time and this was so fucking torture for her. She hated it.
Zuri then grabbed an ornament plate with the emblem of the lycan’s insignia, she threw it against the mirror as it shattered into pieces. Zuri screamed even more when she felt the pain, as the sharp shard grazed her skin.
However, when she looked down, she saw her own blood was on the floor. She crouched down and stared at it for a while, as if she was fascinated, transfixed.
She knew that she liked this color. She knew that she liked the feeling of this sticky liquid, when she touched it, it felt warm. It felt alive. And then with her forefinger, she touched her own blood on the floor and licked it.
Closing her eyes and smile.
The taste of the blood was the sweetness that she wanted, even though it was not the same like the drugs itself, yet somehow the residual of the drug was within her own blood. She had never thought about this before, but now she knew.
And with that revelation, when Zuri opened her eyes again, she looked for her own wounds and saw a big one on her left arm where she sucked it. She tasted the blood, twirled it in her mouth and swallowed it down.
The sweetness was heaven for her and slowly the voices in her head decreased a little bit. She could think and she wanted more her own blood, where she spent the rest of five minutes to find her own wounds and suck on it.
But, when she couldn’t find it anymore, she grabbed the sharp shard and then stabbed her own thigh, where she bent her body down and started to lick it to quench her thirst. It appeased her a little bit.
It was very amazing.
However, before she could fulfill her desire and feeling satisfied, someone had grabbed her and pulled her up to her feet with ease.
Zuri yelped and when she turned around, she could see it was Khaos.
“What are you doing? Khaos asked. His expression didn’t change at all, but his gaze darkened. His red eyes were so beautiful, Zuri wanted to gauge them and keep them for herself.
“What do you think I am doing?! Where is my Drug!? You fucking bastard?! This is the time for you to give me the drug! How could you forget about that?! You dimwit!”
Zuri screamed to his face. She pulled her hand back and then punch Khaos.
Khaos could have dodged it obviously or he could parry her attack. Yet, he did neither. He let her to punch him. If that could make her feel better and satisfied, then he was more than willing to receive such punch.
The punch was harsh, but it was not enough to make Khaos even took a step back or even let out a groan.
However, when Zuri tried the second time, Khaos didn’t allow it. He actually dodged the attack and then grabbed her hand.
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