To the mountain that was once our home, to the man that started everything and the fight we have been avoiding to stay alive. Fate really did make sure that we had no choice but to come full circle, ready to battle and put things to rights in the oddest turn of events. The wars, the prophecy, the people involved in everything that came before…. we are all convening in the place where it began. The mountain. The Santo Valley.
Jasper is coming back to the place that I watched him walk away from with my family a decade ago, to avenge their death, whether I want him to or not. Everything different to what it was on the day of my awakening, yet it all falls into place so neatly. Tonight, is the end, but also the beginning. Problems can be resolved so we can start a life that we hoped for but didn’t know how to achieve, minus the war, minus Juan’s lingering shadow.
We need to get through, stay safe, hope for the best and try to protect as many of our pack as we can if we can’t stop the attack completely.
“You okay?” Colton’s voice pulls me out of my own head, sat in the balcony of our room where we came for some quiet time before we leave. The cool air trying to penetrate the consuming fire raging in my soul and doing little to calm its volcanic fury.
He spent hours downstairs earlier sorting things out issuing commands and sent me to nap. His overprotectiveness kicking in and it made me smile for a moment, amid the chaos. I wanted space and some time out while he got his thoughts in order. Our details were finalized after dinner with Sierra earlier, and as the time comes to go my nerves are all over the place and my apprehension is almost choking me. I can’t verbalize the anxiety but the whole house is reverberating with the tension.
“Yup.” I clench my teeth trying to appear relaxed, but I know it’s pointless. He can feel it, shares the emotion, see it, knows me well enough to hear it, as he comes at me from behind. He hugs me into him by leaning into the chair where I’m sat and buries his face in my neck.? A warm and necessary contact that melts my body in an instant. Sighing against me and I physically feel his tension ease too at the touch he tells me always makes him feel better. When everything is stripped away and it’s only us like this, the world seems so much better.
“Nothing will get near you. I won’t leave your side and Radar and the Luna’s guard will flank you and my mom every step of the way.? There won’t be a second that you’re not protected and not a single hair on your head will be harmed. It won’t be like before. I won’t leave you. I know you have to be there, and she wants to, but I honestly would rather you both stayed here where it’s safe.” Colton squeezes me to reinforce that he doesn’t intend to let me out of his sight, and I relax, still so needy for his touch after the last week without him. It still feels like a dream, and I’m scared I wake up and he’s not here. I close my eyes and savor every sensation that his presence brings me and find a kind of calm in knowing he’s my safety net.
“You know I can’t. If we have a chance of stopping Jasper and Lord Varro…. it’s on me to make it happen. Varro needs to see me there. Jasper too, and maybe with Carmen there it’ll pull his focus and give me enough leverage to reason with him.”
Colton pauses for a second and I can tell the gears in his head are working. Thinking this through. His stillness is reassuring.
“You really think he will reject Carmen from now until the end? I gave the order that nothing happens to him, no matter what. His life is bound to hers and he’s your brother. They know he shouldn’t be harmed. For both their sakes.”? He nuzzles against me again and traces a light kiss on my throat before pulling his fingers through my hair.
I warm at Colton’s reminder that he is always thinking of every detail and yet I sigh too, because nothing is ever simple. Carmen, the girl I never thought I would ever care about, is now in danger of dying and I don’t want that to happen. Her life, my brother’s life, matter equally to me now. And it’s not because of their bond.
“His hatred of a bloodline is stupid. Even though I used to feel the same. You’re not to blame for your father, and neither are the pack. I don’t blame any of you anymore. They would have stopped him had they known; they’re good people. His loyal should pay for their sins but the not the rest of us and Jasper needs to see that. He needs to see that Carmen’s innocent too. She’s not involved, and until the second she told him she was Santo he wanted her. He accepted her and asked her to go with him. I don’t think he wants to reject her; I think he’s blinded and in turmoil and that when he has nothing left to avenge, maybe he’ll see clearly.” My words tumble out in an exasperated gush.
“I hope you’re right, for her sake and ours. Jasper is your family, that makes him mine. His place is with his pack, and his mate, whether he accepts Santos or not. Carmen could do with a little good in her life. Not this… not rejection. Not after everything that she has gone through.” He sighs and his sadness for her tinges on my mood too. Colton knows about the baby; he saw it when I shared all my memories, and I felt the pain then that he had for her suffering. The regret at pushing her aside and leaving her behind. As her ex-mate, as her friend, as her Alpha. Colton carries the guilt even now.
I know everything that happened before somehow makes it feel like this is her karma for her sins of the past, but I really don’t want it to be. She’s not who I thought she was and in the past few days I’ve begun to understand her a little, see through the armor. I care about her.
She’s lonely. She pushes people away. She never had anyone except her mother who really needed her, and she was a burden that held her down with her own weakness. She never sheltered her as a mother should. She left her at a time when she needed her most. Carmen’s in pain and I consider her my friend whether she agrees or not. Her actions when we went to find Leyanne showed me that there is more to her than I ever thought there could be. She loves in her own way, and she doesn’t deserve to live an unhappy life. She needs security and someone to lean on, to show her she can trust those around her and that she has worth.
“Baby, turn around. Come here.” Colton releases me from his almost upside-down embrace and pulls my chair to coax me to him. Instead of spinning I get up and slide into his open arms as he pulls me close in a tight bear hug that envelopes my small body perfectly in his. Surrounded by muscle and that unique scent of Colton.
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