“There’s nothing to suck!” I screwed up my face in disgust “Go back to your girlfriend”
I tried to walk around him but he shoved me back against the wall and tried to force his tongue down my throat so I knee’d him in the crotch and ran from the room
AGE 16
I was crying into my knee’s in the woods while the others pointed and laughed and taunted me for not shifting and then a group of the kids poured a pucket of pig slop all over me.
“Eat up wolfless” Skyler laughed as they all left me alone and crying.
AGE 20
The fighting was short lived, Alpha Troy’s troops outnumbered the other Alpha’s and he wiped them out in seconds before taking the Alpha’s wife and daughter
“TAKE HER GIFT!” Alpha shouted
“NO!”
“I AM SICK OF YOUR DISOBEDIENCE!” He shouted “TAKE THE GIFT OR I WILL KILL THE GIRL!”
I looked over at the young crying girl holding her mothers hand but I was so torn
“Please, save my daughter” Luna Serena begged “I’d gladly give my power for her life, please”
I sniffed the tears back and went over to the Luna and took her power, the ability to temporarily make someone freeze in place.
Once I’d passed the girl on to Alpha Troy, he smiled happily “Now kill her!”
“NO!” I shook my head “You said you just wanted her powers!”
“Kill her of the girl dies”
“NO” I wept “Please, you don’t have to do this, why can’t we let them go!?”
“Do it or they both die”
“Please” Luna Serena begged “You can do it, just let Blare go, please”
‘No, mommy!”
“I love you baby” She kissed her daugher “Close you eyes, don’t look”
Once the girl had her eyes closed, I pulled out a knife, I pleaded one last time for mercy but Alpha Troy didn’t relent
I was crying harder and I slit her throat while her daughter cried over her mothers body but then Alpha Troy grabbed her and broke her neck
“STOP!” I shouted but it was too late, the girls was dead “Why did you do that, you said you’d let her live”
Alpha Troy didn’t respond, he just turned and walked away
END OF MEMORIES
I couldn’t stand it anymore, memory after memory of her being neglected, abused, tortured and bullied, memory after memory of her crying herself to sleep and even one horrific memory of her trying to kill herself a few months before we’d met, only to have her healing abilities kick in and patch up her wrists she’d sliced opened in order to free herself from the pain of her existence.
I pulled my arm free of her grip and stood up to look away from her and the memories stopped filling my mind.
Jaxson was just sitting there silent and that frightened me, he always reacted, his temper was always his strongest emotion but now, all there was, was silence.
‘I’m sorry, I warned you not to see my memories, I just’ Maddie started to speak but I couldn’t stand it.
I held up my hand ‘Please baby, stop talking’
I wasn’t looking at her but she didn’t respond so I figured she was giving me a moment to take in everything if just witnessed but when I turned back, I saw that she was crying silently to herself.
‘I..can’t believe you went through all of that’ I said in a low tone, unable to speak loudly.
Jax was still just sitting there with a blank look on his face but I growled at him
‘Are you going to say anything?!’ I snapped at him
Jax finally moved his head to face our mate.
‘Dont ever try to take your life again’ He told her firmly ‘Do you hear me!?’
Maddie nodded sadly and Jax pulled her into his arms while she cried.
MADELYN’S POV
‘Dont ever try to take your life again’ Jaxson said ‘Do you hear me!?’
I nodded sadly as he hugged me while I cried but I noticed Koda started pacing the room as Jax pulled away from me and I wiped my face and they both looked angry
Were they regretting being with me now that they new my past?
I knew I should never have trusted them with everything, they saw me as weak now, even if they’d claimed they wouldn’t.
“About everything I showed you” I began to try and fix things but Jax cut me off
“I’m sorry, I just need a moment alone first, we can talk in minute” Jaxson said and left the room while my heard broke.
He must have regretted marking me before he knew how pathetic and hopeless I was.
“Koda?” I started to say but he held up his hand and cut me off just as Jax had done and I felt a sting of rejection
“Please baby, I just need to clear my head”
He walked out towards the balcony and I saw him lean over the railing while I stood with tears falling down my cheeks.
My heart felt so heavy and everything inside of me hurt, I’d never felt pain like this, their rejections washed over me like a cold chill.
They didn’t want me, I was such a fool to think they’d accept my past, that they’d accept me, I never should have shown them the truth, I should have kept it to myself
I couldn’t breathe and I felt a panic attack coming on, I had to go, I had to get out of here.
I was feeling broken as I pulled on one of the jackets Koda had helped me purchase before putting some of my belongings back into my backpack and left the room.
Ava was pleading with me not to go and threatened to link our mates about us leaving but when I pointed out that they were clearly upset with having such a weak mate and probably wouldn’t care, she fell silent except for her occasional whine.
I passed Jaxsons studio door that was slightly ajar and heard him inside and the smell of paints, he was obviously trying to calm himself down.
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